September 2012
I shouldnt have listened to a word you told me,...
August 2012
Reblog if you have more posts than followers...
Reblog and see what you get
PURPLE: I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
FUSHIA: I wish we were friends in real life.
COOL GREY: You make me go asdfghjkl.
RED: I love you with a burning passion.
GREY: I wish you would notice me.
PINK: I think you should follow me.
TEAL: We have a lot in common.
BLUE: You are my tumblr crush.
ORANGE: I don’t like your blog.
YELLOW: FUCK ME PLEASE.
WHITE: MARRY ME PLEASE.
GREEN: I think you’re cute.
BLACK: I would date you.
BROWN: I don’t like you.
starvingheart asked: What was your childhood obsession? How many pairs of underwear do you own and what kind? What is the most idiotic/ridiculous/stupid thing you have ever done?
Hey fuckers in the north with all your snow days,...
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I must be gay for Austin because seeing his face...
Anonymous asked: John, I'm sorry you're going through a rough time. And you've probably been told this a hundred times, but I really truly mean it. You are loved and you are worth something. Please don't give up. You're stronger than this!
Everyone: Suicide is selfish. It's the easy way out. You don't consider the pain your family and friends will go through. You're weak if you commit suicide.
Me: The easy way out? There is nothing even remotely easy about suicide. Do you think it's easy to fight every natural instinct in your body that tells you to survive? Do you think it's easy to come to the decision that ultimately, it would be better if you were dead? Better for you, for your friends, for your family. Because when you're suicidal, you consider everything. You consider what would bring your loved ones pain. So that's why you hold off for as long as you can, you try as hard as you can. But sometimes you can't do it. Suicide doesn't happen because you're feeling a little sad one day or because your boyfriend dumped you. It's because everything is overwhelming. You can't see any light in your life and your vision is shrouded in darkness. You can't envision a future without pain; hell you can't envision a future at all. You have no hope for anything. You have been too strong for far too long. So you do it. You take the plunge. You jump off the building. You walk in front of the train. You do it in the hopes that it will make the voices stop, it will make the hurt go away and it will relieve your parents of the burden that you think you are. If you think going through all of this makes you weak, then you're delusional.
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I want to die.
I’ve tried to convince myself for months that my life is worth something, but its not. I hate everything about myself and my life. Everyone I loved is gone. I don’t wanna keep going on like this, I want it to end.
escape-the-motionless-fate:
Officially crying.